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UGH so I only lost like 1.8 pounds THAT ‘S DEPRESSING. But I have to look at it at least I didn’t gain! I really have to focus this week, my fiance is sucha bad influence on me!! I do so good during the week when he’s working but then on the weekends I’m a mess haha.  I can do it I’m gonna lose 5 pounds this week!!! Treadmill EVERY NIGHTTT!!!! Thanks for the support guys. Hope y’all had a better week then me

Can’t wait for my meeting tonight! Haha as you now know I am addicted to weight watchers and it’s meetings.  I’m hoping I’m down 3 more pounds at least…I’m really really hoping for 5, we’ll just have to wait and see.  I’ve been doing pretty good, I did awesome ALL week I exercised 4 times this week but then the weekend came and I had a birthday party I went out to eat with my fiance and blaaaah I tried so hard to do well! I went over my daily points allowance, not by much though maybe 10 points each day so that’s 20 points extra; which goes with the 35 extra weekly points I’m allowed so I didn’t do terribly! It’s so much harder on the weekends for some reason, I just like want to eat! It sucks!! But hey gotta keep my spirits up, and hope I loooose something tonight!!!

Well I am so sick of the ups and downs of dieting!! I joined weight watchers, and Monday was my second weigh in I started at 247.8 UGH! I thought I was down to almost 220 but haven’t weighed myself in FOREVER!!! I knew in my heart I was gaining the weight back but just couldn’t face the scale. Finally I grabbed ahold of myself and decided weight watchers is the best way. Anyway at my second weigh in I lost 3 pounds!!!!!!!!! YAY! haha usually I’d be like UGH only 3 come on that sucks, but I wasn’t starving that week and even ate out twice!!! I got salads but they had fried chicken in them, I got to eat what I wanted BUT stayed within my points and I still lost 3 pounds I was so happy! I recommend if you’re doing weight watchers attend the meetings! I love the anticipation of being weighed in, it gives me something to work towards, you don’t want to gain and then get on that scale so it kind of pushes you harder; I think anyway.  I am in love with weight watchers!! HA I’ve tried it myself at home like counting points and stuff cause my mom had the booklets and everything but the support of the meetings and the weighing in is what really helps the program be successful. I am a WW addict, I loooove it and will recommend it to anyone who needs to lose weight.  It may come off slowly but you’re not miserable all the time cause it’s not a diet it’s a “lifestyle change”. Like I said I still get to eat everything I loooove just less of it.  I still have like 97 pounds to go to get to my big goal, but I set REALLY MINI goals each week like the first week I had said I want to lose 3-5 pounds and I did, now this week I said I want to lose 5-8 pounds so I’m working EXTRA hard to lose 5 instead of 3, but even if I don’t lose 5 and I lose 3 again it’s a hell of a lot better than gaining!! I love it cause I’m in control of what I eat and how many points I have it’s really the best program for weight loss, especially for those who have really bad will power like myself.  I LOVE FOOD and now I LOVE WEIGHT WATCHERS!!!

Hope everyone’s doing great! I will be on here more to check up on my buddies

Love y’all and GOOOODLUCK

I’m so happy! I am almost reaching my mini goal, hopefully within in another month or so, I’ll be down to 200 pounds! I’m trying pretty hard, it’s a lotta work, but definitely worth it!! I know I don’t get on here too much to give my buddies the encouragement they deserve. My little munchkins are walking now, they’re 15 months old so I’m run ragged by the end of the day and don’t want to do much! Not complaining though, it gives me some exercises without really having to try and make an effort to exercise. Thanks for everyone’s continued support. GOODLUCK TO EVERYONE YOU GUYS ARE ALL ON THIS SITE WHICH IS A START, YOU JUST NEED THE WILL POWER AND DETERMINATION!!!!!  Stop thinking as a “fat person” imagine yourself skinny and sexy, we are all sexy on the inside now think of yourself sexy all around!! We can do this, we deserve to fit into skinny jeans and walk outside and say hey I’m gorgeous!! So Goodluck everyone I know you all can do this!

Love y’all

<3 Jess xoxo

SO I’ve been doing pretty well lately.  We’ve changed our wedding date, not sure when exactly. Most likely next year because the money just isn’t there everything is soooo expensive and we want to get settled in and all first.  (Plus I will not be at my desired weight by October6; which is kind of depressing) I’ve lost about 8 pounds throughout the past 2 weeks.  Which I think is pretty sweeet!! I went back up to 240ish unfortunately  and now I’m down to 232.  I’m learning to set REALLY small goals for myself, because they are just so much easier to obtain.  Like I want to weight 200lbs by Christmas. That’s like 3 months away so that’s about 10 pounds a month.  If I keep up and continue to lose the weight like I am I could lose even more. But I’ll be happy with 200. As a start anyway && just take it from there. I take it day by day, that’s really all you can do.   My babies are almost 14 months old!! I can’t believe it!!!! Where does the time go?? Well I better get going, they’re napping so I’m gonna go on the treadmill for a bit. Thanks for all your continued support!! xoxo Jess

‘Life isn’t easy, life isn’t hard, life is whatever you make of it. You can give up, take it and break it, but believe me; in the end it’s a lot harder to fix it…’ - JJ

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So I haven’t been doing all that well. I’ve been trying to maintain my weight AT LEAST. There has been a lot going on, I don’t want to go into detail because that’s not really what this site is for. But let’s just say things have been a little less than easy these past few weeks. When I started a couple months ago my main goal was to be able to fit into some skinny minny jeans and a tank top and a sleek sexy wedding dress and not feel so self concious about showing off my arms and my tummy. But I’ve realized that I need to make it about more. My health. I don’t understand why it’s so hard to make good food choices. Healthier foods make me feel so much better, I have more energy than if I had eaten junk or fast food. So if the rewards are so

Yessssss!! I lost another pound Life is good Woooo hoo I thought for sure I gained weight but I guess I did better than I thought. That’s the motivation I needed!

I did AWESOME today. I think I’m back on track. I mean I still get urges to eat junk but then I really think about it. How crappy do I feel after I eat that stuff?? I just want to lay down and go to sleep, or go in the bathroom and make myself throw up, then I get depressed! It sucks. So I just have to think about that everrrrrytime I go to put something bad for me in my mouth. It’s definitely difficult..and skinny people jut don’t realize it! It’s really not easy to lose weight. So anyway, today I ate a whole wheat english muffin for breakfast, a fat free yogurt for a mid morning snack, bowl of cheerios for lunch. Cottage cheese for a mid afternoon snack. I’ve drank tons of water so far and I’m still going. I need to exercise after the babies go to bed. Now I’m getting ready to eat london broil and sauteed vegetables. And just a couple of french fries, because they are my favorite! Hope everyone else had a great day!!!

I can’t do this…I am so sick of dieting and having lousy metabolism! Rarrr I need some sort of motivation..you’d think having to buy and try on wedding dresses in 3 months would be enough! This sucks!!!

I wish this was simpler. But than I guess the reward in the end wouldn’t be as sweet! I just wish the end would come quicker!!!! So today was a rough day, it’s my first day and it’s almost “that time of the month” which I dunno about all you other girlies, but for me is the WORST time for snacking and munchin’ out on junk food! I hate it. I’m like a bottomless pit, and all I want is sweet and salty! Exercise went pretty well I guess, I danced around like a fool for like 15 minutes, and then I went for a walk with the babies for a good 45 minutes. I started out so motivated and did awesome but now it’s like blahhh I just wish I could melt all my fat away. Well hopefully tomorrow will be more successful, I just can’t get discouraged. Hope everyone had a great day! Goodnight. Cya tomorrow